NO INSPIRATION DAMN IT!

Happy New Year, my lovelies!
May all your wishes come true this year!

I'm back in Estonia for Christmas holidays, so I hope it's gonna be a more or less fruitful period in my artistic life, although I have loads and loads of stuff to read for January exams.
Anyway, I have to convince my mother, that I'm worth something and not just "drawing Sailor Moon" all of the time. :/ I think I should draw her portrait as a Christmas present. She's been nagging me for ages to do it, but whenever I started she would order me to draw a younger version of her and with a prettier post-surgery nose... So this time I'll just try to do it without her looking and giving me remarks.
Yeah, a portrait should do.

I also thought about drawing some fan-art. You know, just to draw some extra attention to my profile

I'm feeling extremely depressed, so depressed I could just disappear... I hate myself for feeling like this, but I just can't help it these days.
I'm the most useless human being in the whole universe...

This is the beginning of my life on DA. Nice to meet you all.